October 4th, The
Feast of St. Francis of Assisi
St.
Francis is most especially remembered for his joy and good cheer. So many
movies and books, as well as statues and paintings, have burned into our mind’s
eye an image of St. Francis frolicking with the butterflies and playing with
animals. The joy of this great saint has been a light to the nations for over
800 years – and it illumines even our own day.
Nevertheless,
we will have misunderstood an essential characteristic of St. Francis, if we
think of him only in his joys and consolations. In fact, the poor man of Assisi
can probably be more truly characterized as a man of sorrows. If it is true
that he spoke with the animals and sang to the sun, it is also true that he
bore the marks of Christ’s Passion on his body – the holy Stigmata of our
Savior.
His
vocation was rooted in a love for the lepers, a most unsightly band. Long before
he spoke to the birds and danced in the forest, St. Francis embraced these
despised persons and kissed their open sores with his own lips. How greatly was
this Saint moved by the misery of these poor wretches – he united himself to them,
and so was thought mad by even his own family!
Again,
recall that St. Francis first heard the Lord’s voice when he was praying at St.
Damian’s – our Savior did not speak of the beauty of the world or the warmth of
the sun; he said, “Rebuild my Church, which is in ruins.” This sad message
hardly accords with our sentimental ideas. St. Francis’ identity came to be
bound up in the reform of the Church – he would be in the trenches of filth for
the rest of his life, calling for the conversion of sinners.
Moreover,
have we forgotten that St. Francis went blind? On account of the many tears he
shed for his own sins and the sins of the whole world, this poor monk lost his
sight. It is well documented that, after his conversion, St. Francis spent more
time weeping than laughing – “Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your
laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness.” (James 4:9)
Finally,
who can think of St. Francis without recalling his profound devotion for the
Passion of our Lord? His calling came from Christ Crucified (in the San Damiano
Cross); his vocation culminated in a long meditation on the Cross which won him
a participation in the Wounds of our Savior. If Christ is rightly called the “man
of sorrows”, so too St. Francis is given in this title – as our Lord gave him a
share in his sufferings, the poor man of Assisi now reigns with Christ in
heaven!
St. Francis of Assisi, pray for us!
ReplyDeleteMy own sins cause me great sorrow; but the sins of others weigh on me even more heavily. I hardly care if I go to Purgatory, but when I see others going to Hell, I cry out for them. Many of my Catholics brothers and sisters leave me abandoned, neglected, rejected, exploited and tortured. I try to impress upon them the gravit of their sins, but they do not listen. They simply will not leave me in peace; they hang around my neighborhood calling me bad names and discouraging anything I start. They spread news that I am mentally ill and make everyone hate me for it. And yet, I am in a spiritual ecstasy most of the time. God has blessed me to suffer right along with him and experience the Ecstasy as well as the Agony. My life is the Via Dolorosa, my mental illness my stigmata. How well do I understand St. Francis!
ReplyDeleteI think it's important to remember that when we receive spiritual gifts, such as tears of compunction... God also gives us His divine consolation. I can't make it through mass, adoration, or the rosary without weeping - I don't even know why it happens. Yet I am truly a very happy person, my whole life is filled with joy and love. I believe this must have been true for St. Francis. He was given a glimpse of the grief that the world causes though disobedience, and was allowed to share in Christ's ultimate suffering... God's consolation for him must have been immense.
ReplyDeleteIf you know your guardian angel and you for some reason become rude or cranky at him, will it affect your relationship with your guardian angel and will need to go to confession for the behavior?
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